To come out from the form of traditional marksmanship and pull the hat off
Tumbling in the reworking of pure nudity
the extraordinary moment when the body is not belittled by it hangings.
Like the film The Gleaners and I goes on
in its French saboteur reduction of our careless everyday to show we pour out smoke from the stack and do not see the making of birds and blessing cold handless clocks with the forethought that a celery scrap can be brought to stove with a flair for the underground grass
rethinking the pastry source of all its people.
Now I will ware a green hat made from discarded apple leaves
Knowing not to trust that all those that I have discarded belong in any place that I understand but stand upon.
Yes, God blessed the ground.

Not having you by my side has hurt me so much
Not being able to have tea with you
Knowing that you most likely would not want flowers from me
Knowing that we don’t hold each other any more
Knowing that you did this and we talked so little about what happened
I know that you love me though
I am going to try and pull myself together even though I have been hit in so many directions
Even though right now I am crying and cannot stop
I love you I love you and nothing can change that
I only wish that we had done some many things better
I only wish that I could understand
I want you in my life
I miss you so much

My heart is so alone!

This is a sacred time
I alone
Fear does not resemble anything remotely constructive
The distance
For my love
My love is gone
Ship sunk by
I alone
am
at
bottom
She has left me falling into myself

I wild alone
My eyes dream death
My heart is gone
What hope is this?
In hopelessness
I dream

Right now the sky is kind of blue
All stretched out without you
All hung out and sinking
All quiet and holding everything
The rain is on my face and I am folded into it
All blue and everything is holding

my heart is driven off its way
all paper is at a burning
but with this i fold my arms and listen
to what that sounds like
i am reopened and can only wait
for my strength to commence
i am redelivered to understand the point of my heart
its fascination with so many things
i am here to listen
we will be able to once again listen
to ourselves and
each other
as a line is rendered and either side can be seen with a magnifying glass
i will hold mine out to my heart
and perhaps to yours too
time is the quickest thing to disrupt
to scald and kill i will walk its thin line with hope